If

Can anyone see my wandering way?
Lord I know that you are not fooled
When I lift to you hands scratched from running away
Outside the hedge of thorns built to keep me safe with you

So if my gaze isn’t fixed on you
Let my eyes become blind, become blind
If my tongue doesn’t sing of your love
Let my voice fade away, fade away
And if my heart cannot be true
Then may it break

It’s so amazing how you use the weak of this world
To glorify your holy name
Amazing more is that you’d use this fatherless girl
To sing your praise

And in my faithlessness you’re still
Ever faithful by my side
And in my wretchedness you see
Your holy, blameless, spotless bride
And these were my confessions in the moonlight
And a prayer too often left unspoken